All dolled up and no place to goo...

So last night was a fail, I was all ready to go clubbing at rage last night with the girls and bf totally flakes on me. I didntt wanna drive all by myself and by the time he told me just go without me, it was like really latee. So disappointed, to be honest sometimes I feel like he doesn't really put in all his effort into these types of things unless it's with his group of friends. And it's like I dont mind when we hang out with them or go out and do stuff but I just wish i got the same time and effort from him as I givee to him. Just because it isnt his thing, not a very good excuse. I should be his thing and for that reason alone he should have came through. Nevertheless, I know my friends were probably disappointed in me for flaking. And I deserve itt.